Monday, December 11, 2023
BLUE CHAIR readings
BLUE CHAIR my readings for 12 Dec 2024
theme: WAITING
possible prompt for performers: When are you coming home? Are you coming home?
I have Three to read:
a song from 2010, a new one for the prompt, one AI wrote for the prompt
A song, inspired by my great aunt talking about being old and living alone. She said the years go by so fast, but the days are long. A recording of it can be found on jimmyleesmith.bandcamp.com
COUNTING STARS
The years go by so fast
the hours all rushin' through
but the days go by so slow
when i'm here without you
Where are you now
shouldn't you be here with me
counting the stars
and dancing through the leaves
The years go by so fast
the hours all rushin' through
but the days they take so long
when i'm here without you
shouldn't you be here by now
I waited up all night you know I do
and the days are so very long
when i'm here without you
Where are you now
shouldn't you be here with me
counting the stars
and dancing through the leaves
Written for this week's prompt:
WAITING
waiting to be born
to be alive
to learn to walk
to talk
to run
waiting for christmas
for the school bus
for recess
for your best friend
for spring break
for summer
to go swimming
to grow up
to learn to drive
to graduate
to go out dancing
for a reason
waiting for a chance
waiting to hear you got the job
for the first paycheck
to hear back about the home loan
to get the key to the house
waiting for the paint dry
for the lights to get turned on
for the water to get turned on
for the cable guy between 10am and 4pm
for the light bill
for the cable bill
for the next paycheck to pay the water bill
for the repair guy
waiting
for a day off
for a vacation
for a promotion
for a new job offer before you quit
waiting for the holidays
waiting at your parents' doctor appointment
waiting at the hospital
for the doctor
waiting for the call
to give the eulogy
for grief to pass
to get back to your life
for a chance
for a reason
waiting
to not be waiting
to be alive again
written by a Chatbot given the prompt
In the quiet hours of anticipation,
Where time stretches out like an endless sea,
I find myself lost in contemplation,
As I wait for what is yet to be.
Each moment hangs like a delicate thread,
Unraveling the fabric of my patience,
In the space between words left unsaid,
I navigate the depths of my own existence.
The world outside moves at its own pace,
While I linger in this suspended state,
Caught between hope and uncertainty's embrace,
I wrestle with the burden of waiting's weight.
Yet in this stillness, I find a kind of grace,
A chance to breathe and learn to be,
For in the art of waiting, I embrace
The beauty of what is, and what's yet to come for me.
Friday, December 8, 2023
Dissapate video idea
Very Rough
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Dissipate - Lyrics |
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1 |
EXT Road with houses decorated for christmas |
Jim |
People decorate their houses for the seasons and my table is crowded with the people who aren’t here |
Jim walks pass houses decorated for Christmas.
Close ups of decorations
Jim slows down and stops as he looks at a house where you can see people in a dining room window gathered around to eat
close up of Jim as looks towards house
close up of people in a dining room window gathered |
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2 |
EXT House with dining room windo visible from road |
Jim, Party guest |
sometimes just a moment when there’s a song on the radio it reminds me i’ve forgotten to remember you are gone |
Kirsten is riding in the car.
The driver is talking.
Driver turns up the radio. Loves this song.
Kirsten smiles then looks out the window.
See housed decorated for christmas out the car window. |
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3 |
EXT car on road with houses decorated for christmas |
Jim, Driver |
They say there’s just so many days you have to wait but this hole inside my heart does not seem to dissipate |
Jim and Kirsten singing. Shots of both and of each. Closeup and wide. |
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4 |
INT dining room decorated for Birthday |
Jim, Party guest |
i take each day, i make it good, i try to live it so that people can not see some pieces of my heart are gone |
Birthday party. Dining room decorated with balloons and happy birthday banner. Jim is looking around the room at the decorations.
Shots of people talking and laughing.
People sitting around the table. Someone bringing out a cake with candles lit. People wooo and smile
Jim is blowing out the candles. Everyone claps |
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5 |
Front Door of two different houses |
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and i do not use those words like home or forever cause the meaning of those words have changed since you’ve been gone |
Kirsten is walking up to the front door. With Easter decoration on it.
Jim is walking up to the front door with 4th of July decoration on it.
Jim puts key in lock and opens door Kirsten puts key in lock and opens door
Jim walks in and stops to look at a room with no one there. |
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6 |
Some pretty setting EXT or INT |
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They say there’s just so many days you have to wait but this hole inside my heart does not seem to dissipate |
Jim and Kirsten singing. Shots of both and of each. Closeup and wide. Different seasons of clothes. Full shot with each wardrobe so can run through them quickly on the video. |
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7 |
INT dining room decorated for Thanksgiving |
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my friend said something, made me laugh, it was so funny i thought i had to tell you cause for an instant i forgot |
Thanks giving dinner decorated for fall. Kirsten talking to a friend and laughing.
Shots of decorations.
Wide and closeups of kirsten and friend |
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8 |
INT Store |
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I saw a snowman in the store around the corner I almost bought it cause i know you’d love it so
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Snowman on shelf in store.
See Jim smile as he looks at it.
Jim's hand picks it up.
As he picks it up, see Jim looking at it and his smile fades for a sad smile |
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9 |
EXT house decorated for Christmas |
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They say there’s just so many days you have to wait but this hole inside my heart does not seem to dissipate |
Jim is driving up to a house decorated for Christmas.
Jim knocking on the door that has a wreath.
Kirsten opens the door |
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10 |
INT living room house decorated for Christmas
INT dining room house decorated for Christmas |
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People decorate their houses for the seasons and my table is crowded with the people who aren’t here |
Jim goes inside.
Jim and Kirsten walk into the room with a christmas tree, where people are laughing and talking.
Camera moves through the room to the dining room, where the table is set, but no one is there yet. |
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