Dissapate: link to audio recording

People decorate their houses for the seasons and my table is crowded with the people who aren't here. sometimes just a moment when there's a song on the radio it reminds me i've forgotten to remember you are gone. They say there's just so many days you have to wait but this hole inside my heart does not seem to dissipate. i take each day, i make it good, i try to live it so that people can not see some pieces of my heart are gone. and i do not use those words like home or forever cause the meaning of those words have changed since you've been gone. They say there's just so many days you have to wait but this hole inside my heart does not seem to dissipate. my friend said something, made me laugh, it was so funny i thought i had to tell you cause for an instant i forgot. I saw a snowman in the store around the corner I almost bought it cause i know you'd love it so. They say there's just so many days you have to wait but this hole inside my heart does not seem to dissipate. People decorate their houses for the seasons and my table is crowded with the people who aren't here